i've been having sleepless nights lately. perhaps i'm anxious about something. i'll just watch "wild wild west" when i'm not feeling sleepy. that'll put me to sleep!

has anyone seen that michele bachmann newsweek photo? they call her "the queen of rage" and the photo is hilarious! i could not stop laughing. i remember when the whole "watching glee makes people gay" incident and thought to myself "well watching 'sarah palin's alaska' makes people stupid." methinks katy perry has more sense than rick perry!

i wish i had more male friends and now that i think about it, it's probably because i'm unrelatable. what i mean is that i'm more of the artsy kind of person and i like things most do not, but that doesn't mean you need to like the same things i do to be my friend. perhaps it's their immaturity and how their initial reaction is to a serious topic like sex.

in my honors history class we would have these socratic seminars where we'd sit in a circle and discuss our thoughts on a topic like abortion or something that would get us all thinking. however, in my class not a soul dared to speak. only about three people, including myself, would speak. we discussed war and my friend was defending it calling it necessary and i claimed that in this economy we can't afford to be in a war and i kept going on and on.

i got off topic, but my point is i don't know how to talk to guys!

listen to: the beatles - all you need is love