have to get my wisdom teeth out, friday. im worried. not about the surgery, i trust modern medicine, it works most of the time. at my age, with my gnereally posotive health, and no allergies to medical stuff, the chances of anything going wrong are small. im worried about the pain meds. what if i get addicted to pain medication, and have go about sucking off drug dealers to get some and break my brain? i love my brain! it helps me argue with people! i have no knowledge of my families history with substance abuse (adopted)
yesterday i was ballsup sick, but i feel 80% better today. when i get sick, it tends to be 24 hour types of things. doesnt help that i have no tonsils. i had to get those out when i was three cuase they swelled up and tried to kill me and such. i want to write a huge journal about things that piss me off, but i dont like to offend people, and i can get pretty acidic when i get angry about stuff. i also dont have the energy. maybe tommorow.
in a few weeks, i will be giving a educational speech to my church about other religions.