My friends were making fun of lesbians this morning at school. How disappointing. I expected better from them. I thought they were more mature and not so ignorant, but apparently not. And of course I did the cowardly thing and only said "Come on, guys. Not all lesbians are like that" as a weak protest and then kept my mouth shut.

I'm really surprised that one of my friends was saying anything, considering her dad happens to be bisexual. Not only that, but both of these friends know that I had (have?) a crush on my best friend (former best friend?). So why would they shamelessly bash lesbians when they know that about me? I haven't come out to them yet, but still. That's a pretty strong clue, dontchya think? Maybe they figured it was just me being confused or going through a phase or something.

Still. I am very disappointed. I thought my friends were better than that.

I have to put up with a total bitch in journalism. She's really snobby and she gives people bitchy looks when they say something that she thinks is dumb. But it's okay, cuz I can ignore her, I think. And I'm too busy admiring this really hot senior, who happens to be the chief editor of the paper. She's so funny and nerdy and sexy. Light orange hair, big thick glasses, and an adorable face...with a totally kickass personality to match. She seems to like me. She says I'm really nice and sweet. The fact that she'll be reading and approving all of my stories...ugh. I want her to love my work.

I'm not really sure about her sexuality, really. My gaydar is not so wonderful. I've known who she is for a few years (I've just now noticed how attractive she's become), and not once have I seen her with a boyfriend. She's never mentioned guys, she doesn't seem interested in boys, and she just seems...maybe bi, at least? I dunno. I don't want to make assumptions.

But yeah. She's beautiful. And her personality is perfect. Newspaper crush!

In other news, my friend has told me about an amazing beverage that helps you fall asleep faster. The same brand that makes this also makes drinks that can improve brain function, intensify orgasms, and supposedly help with depression. http://drinkneuro.com/ In case you're interested. I don't know if they work or not, but I'd love to try one.

I was browsing Youtube, and I found a really scary video. Not like ghosts or demons scary. Anybody ever heard of the Westboro Baptist Church? Yeah, I stumbled upon some videos about them. And holy freakin Jesus, these people are SCARY.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bOrz5k0jWdU

It's so hard to believe that people like this exist. Hatred is their way of life. It's just so scary to me that people can be so hateful. This video really bothered me :|