1.) I kinda understand that, too. I mean I can appreciate a pretty girl, but the over-the-top gorgeous people that people gawk over, I just don't get. They look weird to me. I like people who aren't paper thin, with some really determining trait (Like an extremely big nose or something), and are mostly average. I dunno, I focus more on their personality that way.

5.) lol me

6.) I went through that change too, even though I'm a mondo tomboy. Feeling sexy = better than looking awkward in men's clothing, even if it's comfy.
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That's redick!

Models on magazine covers are not really meant to convey normal beauty or somesuch. They are meant to sell magazines. So, this seems built on a faulty premise, in that people can tell the difference between what you consider beauty and what is on a magazine, but one doesn't sell magazines. Probably a case to be made here, but the magazine element sort of throws it off... no?

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"Why be given a body if you have to keep it locked up in a case like a rare, rare fiddle?" - Katherine Mansfield

1.) Most of the girls I find attractive do seem to be that kind of "model-gorgeous" you speak of, I guess. Amber Heard, Kate Upton, Old Crush and her magnificent boobs... Haha. But not FCG. A lot of people think she is fairly average-looking but she is her own kind of pretty. Like you'd have to see her to understand. I would rather have her instead of all those other girls combined anyway, though.

3.) One time in 4th grade I had a crush on my teacher... But I can't remember why. I think she had a cool voice or something.

5.) I know this feeling allll too well. :'(

6.) I've been through many style changes. Believe it or not, when I was really little I dressed completely like a boy; the only feminine thing about my appearance was my hair and when I would occasionally wear shirts with kittens on them. Then, when I was like 11, I became one of those wannabe emo kids... And finally, when I was around 13, my aunt showed me the joys of clothes that actually fit and I've dressed rather femininely ever since and I actually really like it.

Anyway yeah it's 4 a.m. I better go attempt sleep now and stop trying to form sentences on the internet

From Mika:
"I was walking with my Mama one day, when she warned me what people say.
Live your life until love is found, or love's gonna get you down."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6md5RSnVUuo

I once asked my fiance why he's strictly into smooth and pale chubby guys, he told me they're really easy to massage (no mohair!), won't have leather skin down the road, and they're what make his little brain excited!

I'm not complaining : )

C.J. is a 21 year old chubby heavy metal fanatic living Green in the South. Believe it or not he's really gay!