it was the most delicious thing in the world. It was delicious fudgy chocolate with random raspberry amazingness.

And I was in Northamption and they kept playing awesome music. Apparently the food service people in Northamption have great taste in music.

Then I went to get the drains taken out in Springfield and they took me in right away even though we were early, and having drains taken out is the weirdest feeling ever. Oh my god. Ugghhh. I'm so glad they're out now though, because they did their job and then they were just getting in the way of healing and being gross and obnoxious.

It's funny because I still have to wear a binder. It's to keep the swelling down and to keep some gauze in place because using a binder to do so is a million times less painful than medical tape on my hairy chest. |D;

I keep being randomly really tired. It gets in the way but I guess that's recovery. Tomorrow I'm gonna go to a con but I'm probably going to leave early or sleep through half of it. Usually I show up on Friday but I wanted to shower and such.

OHMAN. Showering is so awesome. Haha. Apparently, showers are very exciting once you haven't showered for a week. :P

And I haven't been on T for a month and I smell different and I don't like it. Augghh. I hate being off of T. XP This keeps happening. Hopefully this is the last time for a while... And I was really hoping there'd at least be some kind of CHANGE to my bleeding pattern (see: constantly spotting) while off of the T but nope. Not at all. Fantastic. I'm still kinda hoping going back on it will stop it but I seriously doubt it. XP

And I mean, it's gotten to the point where I don't even care enough to try to do shit about it because I'm sick of throwing my hormone levels around and trying new medicine and akljsdkljsdfj.

It's the only thing that really bugs me about my body right now, so it's frustrating. I mean, it's been three months, it should've stopped by now. XP

It'll be nice once it does stop, I've kind of forgotten what it feels like not to wear pads. >>