Hiiii every one been awhile. Some of you already know me, and to those of you who don't just call me mel. so... I need some advice.
I'm transexual and I've know that for awhile, but resently I've started to really wan't to open up to my mom about it. For some reason I can't remember why, I thought I could just keep it to myself, get the clothes, hormones, the stuff that I need all by my self, and I probably could with time, but I don't want to do it by myself, I want her to know about me and to help me get things done the right way.
Since desiding that I was going to tell her about how I feel, the words have been on the tip of my tounge when ever it seems like we have a moment alone, but how would I tell her? "hey mom what if I had been born a girl"
No matter which angle I aproch it from I can't think of a single good way to tell her. Some times I feel like just walking up to her, with best smile I can muster and say "mom I'm..." well I don't know what I'd say but nomatter what words I use I can't imagine how she would react.
mabey I should just wright her a letter and slip it into her purse before she leaves the house that way she'ld have the whole day to absorb the information but then I wouldn't be there to, answer questions she might have, or just be there for her.
I don't know how I should tell her, what do you think? any advise?
But then on to other news.
Today I went back to CTC (school) to meet some of the new juniors and say hello to my friends now that were all seniors. it was really nice to meet up with all my old friends since none of us gave out any way to stay in touch over the summer,but other than having a greaat time, I met up with an old friend of mine who's switching over to Digital Design (we won't be in the same class though since he'll be taking the junior class) and the best part is that at the start of the school year were going to get together, pool our talents and try creating our very own comic or manga I don't know which or what it's going to be about yet but whatever it is I bet it's going to be great.
Bye (*^_^*) its been great talking to you all and I'll try to get on more often (hopefully with good news)