Eli is Back (No, not the body part)

centerfielder08's picture

I'm back and the raging bottom dysphoria has started to subside. Still quite a bit of chest dysphoria, but that's a lot easier for me to deal with.
My raging bottom dysphoria from the other day put me into a full body panic and it was just a bad scene all over.

I'm going to try and skip over the boring mental health shit and talk about real stuff.

I've started to learn word tricks to do in my mind when I need to distract my mind. So that's cool I guess.

Deciding whether or not to attend PRIDE events.

Um....lemme see....what else?!

Mental Health Note: stupid relapse.

Wow, I suck at writing these journal entries. I apologize for anyone whom I have imposed agony upon by writing this journal.

Comments

SydCybertronian's picture

No agony here! It's good to

No agony here! It's good to hear from you. :) Sorry to hear that you're not having such a good time. My top dysphoria is ragin' too. :/

loreonpravus's picture

Um hell yeah you wanna go to

Um hell yeah you wanna go to Pride. It's fun and the energy is great and it's quite the display of human happiness... just go.

radiosilence95's picture

Yeah, Pride sounds like the

Yeah, Pride sounds like the kind of thing you need right now. So go and have a jolly good time! :P