Disclaimer: I hate to have to smother all of you with my craziness, but please understand this is my journal and I wish to just express myself. Please don't be offended. So this goes to anyone who wants to start "Amen" fights or "Awesome Christians" fights. If you want to read my stuff then don't be surprised about the topics.
So anyway, I have to do this English homework. I don't have the English book in my possesion. In other news, I only wrote a half page for my Music Theory assignment. Other classes are doing well, so that's good. I guess I'm finally getting senioritous? Nah, that's not it, it was just a bullshit assignment that should have been given to The Slackers.
I've been feeling in a very spiritual way recently and religiously of course (not that it has alot to do with spirituality [just how I worship God]). Also there's this one thing that's making me think. I really need someone to help with my becoming a Muslim. I've gotten some things done, but I need a little more help and learning by example is how I learn.
Maybe I'll wait until I find someone who can help. Internet lessons aren't enough as it is (helpful though). Islam is not only a religion, it's a way of life. And this is why I want to learn to follow it more properly while still having a liberal character. It's really something I'd like to be a part of, it's the first time I've felt like a religion "fit" me.
I'm by no means brainwashed, this is just a part of my journey. This is a journey I've never expected, but it is welcomed. I feel so many things, I feel so enlightened, The Lord has blessed me with so many great things. I know he asks for nothing in return other than for people to be good to themselves and others. Everyday, (to me) is a gift from God (it's a metaphorical thing).