Red and his girlfriend broke up. Really long story. I don't really feel like getting into it but can I just say that I really hate that they both come to me when they're having relationship problems. It's like. Gah. My brain nearly exploded into a thousand tiny pieces.

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There's a con this weekend, which is really awesome. The one problem with cons is that I can't stay up until atrocious hours chatting with Teal on Friday and Saturday, because I'll be out. Which I mean, it's worth it to stay up until atrocious hours chatting with con goers instead, but I couldn't last weekend either because I was out then as well. Haha. If I had it my way he'd come to cons too so that way I could have both... But he lives too far for that. XP

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We're gonna pay for my surgery this Friday. So I'll be able to relax... Haha. I'm almost relaxed about it now but there's still a bit of apprehension left because I'm paranoid. (clearly).

It's wacky though. All of the stuff I need to do between now and then... It's all small stuff but I feel like it's all gonna get left until the last minute. I need to do things like clean up my room and make things more accessible to a person that can't lift his arms past his shoulders... And find a way to keep my cat out so she doesn't try to sit on my chest while I'm sleeping. (my door's broke.) I need to get button shirts... Things like that.

I also have this whole list of things I'm not supposed to eat two weeks before and after surgery... Almonds, tomatoes, onions, and garlic are all on this list... That's like, my diet right there... I mean, I'm allowed to eat some of that stuff but it's supposed to be "kept to a minimum" so, in other words, waywayway less than what's normal for me. :P

This is gonna take some creativity on my part... And by that I mean peanut butter. When I don't know what to eat it's always straight to the peanut butter jar... Well that or the pasta box, but I don't know what the hell I'm gonna do with pasta if I can't drown it in tomato or garlic based things.

I'll try not to eat only peanut butter though. Haha. I see it as a challenge kind of. How do I make delicious (and healthy! Healthier than usual actually..) food without the use of like, half of my favorite foods?

Oh, and I've got an excuse to eat pineapples because they've got this enzyme in them that's really good for preventing bruising apparently. They are also delicious, so it works for me.

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So I'm definitely not sexual, but not asexual either. I don't know what to call it really, (Demisexual doesn't quite fit either and grey-asexual is just... Too many syllables.) which is kind of annoying because there is no concise way to describe my sexuality but to be fair you can't accurately describe anyone's sexuality in a single word so I don't know what I'm whining about... So I'll probably just go with demisexual because then I could call myself pandemic and that's pretty fun. (PANromantic, DEMIsexual, PANDEMIc. Neat right? I didn't come up with that though, someone in the asexual community did.)

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Oh and if you hadn't noticed, I'm still not over Teal, and still not really bothering to change that. I'm pretty sure it'll happen once school starts, I'm just not busy right now, and there aren't a lot of distractions (that is, sexy artists. I don't know enough sexy artists right now... But I will). It's actually more emotionally taxing for me to try to get over him than it is for me to just let it be. So yeah. *shrugs*

Goodness I miss him though. I was out with Red today and he was getting impatient with me because I wanted to stop and chill at random places, and he was like "can we just get there already?" and I had to bite my tongue and not say "Teal wouldn't mind stopping here." ahahaha. That would've been the wrong thing to do, especially since I finally managed to diffuse Red's jealousy of Teal (hopefully. Long story...)

P.S. I use the term "sexy" incredibly loosely. Haha. I don't quite mean it the way people normally mean it but you know what? Close enough.