T-rex
So I guess I'm kinda gonna get whiny here.
because lately, I am just really down. I haven't been getting enough sleep AT ALL and I'm really tired of being alone.
I'm just shit to my best friend. I mean, she has new friends now, and they all ignore that I even exist. They run up and interrupt me when I'm talking and take her away. They glare at me when I'm joining their conversation.
I just... Don't get it. I'm nothing but pleasant to them. I can acknowledge that I'm sometimes mean on here, but...
So today, T-rex saw me being sad in French, and she came up to me and rubbed my shoulder and asked if I was okay.
I mean I may have been taking advantage of the situation, but I said not really
and I GOT A FREAKING HUG
YEAHHH
and it was a really nice one, too :'3
She's such a nice person when noone else is around. She was all "Aww, I'll be your friend, Shelby!" and then we discussed hanging out and how she wanted to break laws with me in other countries XP
YEAH WE'LL BREAK GAY LAWS
YEAHHHH
I think I'm kinda ready to admit I have a crush on her
WHICH I NEVER WAS BEFORE HURR
but she's really cool and she's one of the only girls that really doesn't mind me being weird... I really want to at least get closer to her and get a new buddy, cause I mean it- I'm really lonely right now.
I'm at a gigantic time of weakness and suck.
Anyways, I really hate high school girls, ESPECIALLY THE FRESHMENNNNNNNN. All they do is gossip about boys and talk about drama, and get mad if you share the same friend D:
WHY DO GIRLS HAVE TO SUCK SO MUCH MOST OF THE TIME
I MEAN I WISH I WAS A GAY MALE :P
Speaking of, today while I was in the bathroom, I found some of my mother's sprain wraps, and I tried making my chest flat, just for fun.
and I mean, it was weird, but kinda funny. With my hair cut, I didn't look so bad :P
I mean, one day, I would like to crossdress and just see what it's like to be a boy for a day.
I just like perspectives. I think it would be easier to make friends, since I'm already a gigantic tomboy and have like zero girl friends XP
I don't know if that's like, majorly insulting to transpeople but whatever. I'm just curious.
Anyways...
Mood level: 1.5/10
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"I think I'm kinda ready to admit I have a crush on her"
YOU CAN'T RESIST THE FREAKAZOIDDDDD! (That's okay, I couldn't resist my Freakazoid either. :P I swear their special rainbow powers include a woman-magnet.)
Sorry you've been feeling down, though. I haven't felt so great myself lately, with the chemistry final coming up and having an eye infection and stuff. Not a good week.
We don't have a lot of the drama-whorish girls in my school. Well, at least not in 10th and 11th grade; I don't know enough of the freshmen to tell whether or not a lot of them are like that. There are definitely some, but they tend to stay in their own little drama-filled group while the normal people outnumber them.
She's like, one of the only things going right at the moment
And I'm sorry about your eye :( I'm worried about Chem finals, too! I'm gonna fail really hard, I just feel it in my loins.
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Amazingly offensive <3
Join us!
Of course, boys are incredibly amazing so you know it is awesome to both be one of them and be able to appreciate how hot they are :P
Be jealous :P:P:P
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xt5ghXdq6Z0&safe_search=on
The whole part about T-rex
The whole part about T-rex and French reminds me soooo much of Super Duck :P
Ugh, I know what you mean about high school girls. The few that I have crushes on are the really intelligent, artistic girls who aren't overdramatic and bitchy. *Sigh* If only, if only...
Anywayyyy...I'm sorry about your shitty life, dear. :P I joke about the shitty part, of course, because this is just a little slump that will pass. But just in case:
(>^.^)> Oh hell yeah :P
I'm telling you, they're probably like, the same person.
She gave me her email today... 8D
I don't even know any intelligent artistic girls :U You're lucky!
It's fine XP I know it's just a slump. But like, now I'm sick too :U And my period's apposed to happen but it's not, and I'm like, RAGE JUST START ALREADY SO I CAN STOP PANICKING.
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Amazingly offensive <3
Awww.
You and your freakazoid. It's what happens you know, with freakazoids. At first you're like "ew she's a freakazoid" but then there is magic and rainbows or something and then it's like ohnoes crushtime.
Ughh. High school freshmen... High schoolers in general actually. I don't miss them. I mean, there are tons of fantastic people still in high school (like you guys! Those of you that are, anyway) but a bunch of them are complete douche bags as well. XP
Sorry that things have been sucky recently. D: I hope you feel better soon!
And as cross dressing goes, I don't see why it'd be insulting to trans people? Gender presentation is a bit of a plaything. You can poke it and you can stretch it and you can throw it around or cut it up into a bunch of little pieces and squash them back together into a big gender mess. Kinda like play-doh.
It would be disrespectful if you like, went around telling people that you were trans when you knew you weren't and continued on to completely misrepresent trans people by making up stuff that isn't true about what it's like to be trans or something... But there's nothing wrong with wanting to cross dress. *shrugs*
Oh okay
cause I dunno, I didn't know if it would be like MY GOSH, YOU'RE PRETENDING TO BE A MAN WHEN YOU'RE NOT REALLY ONE AND THAT'S INSULTING CAUSE EVERYONE'S GONNA THINK TRANSPEOPLE ARE JUST LIKE YOU AND PRETENDERS AND WE'RE NOT
I just seem to envoke the rage of you guys alot and I really don't try to :/ So I wanted to be careful.
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Amazingly offensive <3
Teenage Girls Generally Suck D:
Ass-suckishness!
You have insane patience. I would have already bitch-slapped one of her friends, or called them out on their immaturity.
But yeah, I can see where you're coming from with the "Freshmen Immaturity" thing. I had to go pick up my closet-lesbian little cousin yesterday because the freshmen started pushing her around and calling her a "tranny dyke" (just because she has short hair).
And I think it's EPIC that your friend was all "LET'S BREAK GAY LAWS" because that's probably the best thing to say to someone who has a secret crush on you.
Yay you! I hope she says she likes you too!
I hope your mood/life improves to atleast a 6 or so! Hehe.
~The Sweet Escape is Always Laced with the Familiar Taste of Poison~
Oh, my friend didn't say that, I just think it was IMPLIED XP
But uh, she's always making moves on me and vice versa, yet she thinks being gay is a choice and wrong.
Like, whuh??
Anyways, but if she thinks it's a CHOICE, she totally could be CHOOSING to be straight by not admitting she loooooooooves me :P Haha :P and she did tell me she lies alot... TO HERSELF HAAHAHAHA
she like, makes it seem so apparent that she's gay and yet LOL NO SHELBY I'M STRAIIIIGHT
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Amazingly offensive <3
Implying is hinting to the truth, though, amirite? ;D
She sounds like she lurves you O:
DENIAL. She is prolly still in the closet and is waiting for you to join her in there... ;D
That must be insane frustration! But at the same time exciting like, "SHE COULD LIKE ME OMGGGGGG"
~The Sweet Escape is Always Laced with the Familiar Taste of Poison~
This made me think of something!
Just remember, FCG used to tell me that being gay was an icky gross wrong choice that was just soooo disgusting until one day she told me out of nowhere, "You know, I can understand completely how two really pretty girls would want to date each other." That was like 6 months ago, and she has never gone on an anti-gay rant again. Hahaha!
Good Sign, Good Sign!
Badassery!
And you two obviously must be two pretty girls...
So it makes sense for you to be together! Woot
~The Sweet Escape is Always Laced with the Familiar Taste of Poison~