I'm clean. I feel the happiest I've been in 6 months. Everything is so clear and blazing in my memory, and I don't have to hide from my family and friends anymore. I can think sharper than before, I can speak with articulacy. My skins clearing up, my eyes are brighter, my hair is blonder, and I feel beautiful again. Something I haven't felt... ever really. I can't believe I ever even thought of doing drugs...life is so much better. It's easier, less stressful, and just plain better. I'm passing all my drug tests, and I don't have to worry about random bag checks at school anymore. My parents know about my history with substance, along with my um "dating" history, and they say they're going to help me through this. My life is reconstructing, and this time I'm not going sabotage myself.