SO BEAUTIFUL. AND AMAZING.
GUYSGUYS. If there is gonna be aSlutWalk in your area GO TO IT.
Everyone there was incredibly inclusive (Well. It wasn't perfect. There was one speaker that had a poem that was pretty cissexist and did a good job of belittling the experiences of male survivors... But that was only once, and other than that it was incredibly inclusive.) And so supportive and beautiful and I just wanted to hug everyone a thousand times and tell them how beautiful they were.
And I nearly cried probably.
It was awesome.
I'm in a terrible mood now though because of a conversation I had with my dad.
And I don't want to bug anyone with it. So yeah..
I wouldn't say it ruined my weekend because I'm gonna look back on this weekend and still think "MAN that was awesome"... But it definitely killed my mood.
Like, if I had some kind of indicator that shows how much emotional energy I have... Usually I'd be able to keep it in the green but the whole bleeding-for-nearly-two-months business as kept it pretty constantly in the yellow... So pushing me into the red zone where panic and anxiety are has not been difficult recently, and has been happening a lot.