Things haven't been going my way since Saturday. My aunt only has a couple of months (if that) to live. The tumor on her liver has gotten so big that there's nothing the doctors can do. How would it feel like, being told how much longer you had to live? I can't imagine what my aunt is going through right now, and it's depressing because she lives in a trailer all alone and I never get to see her because my dad's side of the family is horrible about staying in touch. I want to feel really bad, but I can't because I barely know the woman. Still, I am pretty bummed.
Oh, but there's more! Our class rings came in today, and they completely fucked mine up. 210 dollars, all for a fucked up ring. Our stupid school logo completely covers the beautiful stone I ordered, so you can't even see the stone. They neglected to mention that the kind of ring I ordered comes with our massive, lame-ass school logo. So now there's a giant, stupid blue Q right in the middle of my ring. I asked if I could get it removed, and the guy's all like "Yeah, sure. Just pay 30 dollars extra."
So I go home, and explain it to my mother and offer to pay the extra 30 bucks. She called the company and the SAME guy says on the phone, "Oh, wait. I was wrong. You can't get it removed. Sorry 'bout that." And my mom told me. And I said I don't wanna wear it. And then she yelled at me about how she didn't pay 210 dollars for me to not wear a ring. And then I ran into my room. And I cried. I know it's a stupid thing to cry about, but COME ON! I was looking forward to getting my ring. I waited 3 months for a beautiful class ring that I can cherish and shit. And now it looks ridiculous. And that guy is a fucking idiot and I hope he gets mauled by a cat for misleading me and getting my hopes up. I'm just gonna take the damn ring back, get my mom's money back, and forget about the whole stupid thing.
And that's still not it! During P.E, my two friends started getting mad and yelling at me because I dared to have a different opinion than they did about things that friends shouldn't discuss. Like marriage. And religion. I usually keep my opinions to myself about those sorts of things, but my friends were dying to hear my opinion. And I told them. And they didn't like it. I won't share my opinions about marriage and religion with all y'all, cuz I'm not about to start another war, but seriously? Don't ask me about my opinion and then throw a bitch fit when I give it to you. It also doesn't help that one of my friends is an overly religious annoyingly chatty know-it-all with a holier-than-thou attitude towards everything and everyone. I don't know why I put up with her.
So, after a good ruffling of the self-righteous feathers, they finally shut up. And I kept to myself after that. I warned them before telling them that my opinions may offend them, but nooo. Fuck them.
And a bunch of other small stuff has been going on to set me off. So right now I'm kinda in a fuck-everybody-I-hate-you-all kind of mood. Sorry about the long entry. I just need to vent. And I will try not to take it out on you guys.
Because I love you all.