Bleeding again.

4 May, 2011 - 2:45am — Riku

Haha. Very funny uterus. You got me.

I got like, the weekend off and then it's back to cramps and bloatyness and bleeding again.

I was really frustrated by this earlier but now I'm just kinda like "figures".

Soyeah... I don't really have the energy to be frustrated anyway. I don't have the energy for anything really. I'm just worn out now.

And thanks you guys for being so supportive. I still don't know why you put up with me, but thanks.

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4 May, 2011 - 3:03am — Dracofangxxx

Huh.

Maybe you should start excersizing. In general, that makes periods lighter or even go away depending on the intensity. Just do a little for like a week or something and see if it goes away again, I dunno. My mom was an avid sports girl and it caused her period to be sporadic and even cause miscarriages.

I dunno. It won't permanently solve it I don't think, but if it's making you feel uncomfortable with your body, it's just a suggestion.

It's not like you're causing drama or anything :P and you're not like MY GOD BAWW I'M SO DEPRESSED I COULD KILL MYSELF OVER THIS, which are two things that I am majorly against, so I really don't mind. I actually sympathise with you, and I really hope things get better.

I hope my suggestion doesn't bother you... I know you asked for us to stop guessing and suggesting, but, this isn't a permanent fix- Just something that might make you feel better for the time being :) <3
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Amazingly offensive <3

4 May, 2011 - 3:54am — Riku

Maybe. I've been telling

Maybe. I've been telling myself to start exercising for ages but I've never actually been able to motivate myself to do so regularly. It's embarrassing, for the most part, and it makes me feel stupid unless the exercise is part of something else like biking to get somewhere or an activity like canoeing or whatever.

The whole exercise thing for me is kinda bleh though because I've been saying I would start for years and I still haven't. I really want to, but I just can't seem to get past all of these little roadblocks I made up for myself and get started. (not to mention that when my options are play guitar vs. exercise I will nearly always go for the guitar. Heh.) I dunno. Supposedly once you've been at it for a while it gets addictive and it helps your self-esteem and mood and lots of other neat stuff but I haven't been able to bring myself to. Ahaha. I guess I need to work harder at motivating myself.

But your suggestion doesn't bother me. I mean, if nothing else if I'm doing something that might help, I'll feel better about it than I would doing nothing at all.

And thanks. :] You'll never see me say I want to kill myself by the way... My bucket list is about a mile and a half long soyeah. I'm only 18! My life is just beginning as I see it.

4 May, 2011 - 4:39am — loreonpravus

IMO...

The exercise thing I came to not really believe. My periods still come and I still get terrible cramps (the way it works for me is that the first day or two I'll be completely crippled and I'll be bleeding like someone shanked me, then it will taper off and in another two or three days I'll be fine- 30 days later, rinse and repeat. Bleh) even though I work out 5 or 6 days a week. My mom told me the exercise thing and so did my coach, but it just doesn't really work for me =/

4 May, 2011 - 4:48am — Riku

I think it's one of those

I think it's one of those things that works for some people and not others... So I figure it's worth a shot. (Well, that and I REALLY SHOULD start working out anyway. If the bleeding stops then it's a bonus at this rate.)

That really sucks though. :[ I'm sorry that it hasn't worked for you. My periods were exactly like that when I was cycling regularly, so I know how much of a pain that is. XP

4 May, 2011 - 3:40am — lonewolf678

Well.

I must say I admire that you're perservering. We don't mind you coming here are expressing your feelings, that's what a journaling site is for, yes?

4 May, 2011 - 3:57am — Riku

It's not like I have a

It's not like I have a choice. I can't exactly cut the offending organs out myself so... XD;

I just feel bad. I keep telling myself that I'll be happier, and more positive, and then I keep letting things get in the way. I also feel really whiny. >_>

4 May, 2011 - 4:35am — radiosilence95