So I have a social anxiety thing. Okay. Fine. Whatever.
It's usually manageable.
Except for when people show up at my house unannounced.
I seriously can not handle that. It makes my brain explode and my stomach turn and my heart race and I hate it.
Only I'm too stupid to tell people not to do that because I don't want them to feel bad.
So I just lock myself in my room.
And hope they'll go away.
Which is way worse. Probably for both of us.
...I'm panicking right now.