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So I've noticed the high level of cyber-drama on here but I'm not going to mock it because I think it's quite boring now.
IN OTHER NEWS, i'm still forever alone. There is this one girl, we shall call her Mic. I have a huge infatuation with her and she knows it. Technically i didn't tell her to face to face, instead I wrote her a note and bolded random letters to spell out I LIKE YOU. Yeah, she found it and she doesn't act any different. In fact she still flirts hardcore with me and makes it seem like she's interested but my friend asked how she felt about me and she said, "their an amazing human being but I can't see anything more than friends".
And then I'm like, "bitch, you want me". I really do think she's at least bisexual. No straight girl would flirt with me the amount that she does and she makes it obvious.
It's frustrating and considering we're graduating in a week it kinda sucks. Plus, her parents are way over protective and hardly lets her out to be with her friends so all of our plans are always cancelled like our dinner and movie plan for tonight. When she told me she couldn't go I wrapped myself in my snuggie and laid down for twenty minutes then went to Wendy's and ate my feelings. I know, I'm really healthy.
aoAlkpnA;ODGBNADVNBASDFLKSGHN;ASRJ I just want to know what's up ya know? Is it THAT hard to just say how you feel? Damn, mixed signals are lame.
Um what else. I'm going to california for two weeks this summer for a surfing trip, pretty excited. Then I return to Maryland and my three jobs<3.
Oh, I'm joining the military in college too.
I don't know why I'm talking to you guys like any of you remember me haha but if you do then there's an update as to what's going on in the life of Ellington.
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I remember you! =D
The cyber-drama is kind of getting to me. I have enough drama in my offline life and I want to get away; then I come here and people are not-happy. Which is perfectly fine, but if you're gonna be upset don't be upset about the site you're complaining on. (This statement is caustic and I'm being a hypocrite, but whatever.)
Hm. That sucks about the girl. But people keep telling me that "you can't imagine the world out there after high school and the people you'll meet blabitty blah" and I assume "people" includes "attractive women", which gives me hope when I remember that I've been getting crushed by the same girl for two years. I don't know what's going on with my... person I went out on one date with and have stopped communicating with(? it's a long story) but I'm pretty bummed it fizzled out. So. I can't relate to your situation exactly, but you're not the only frustrated one, mate.
Yes! You're the one who sent
Yes! You're the one who sent me the lucky penny and the White Stripes CD! =D
I kind of hate when people tell me that I'll find plenty of other women out there just because if I like someone then their obviously who I want. Especially since I'm really picky =P
Moral of this rant: girls suck and I'm going straight.
Agreed. Unfortunately I have
Agreed. Unfortunately I have this complete inability to fall for guys, which... y'know, is okay. Because I enjoy the alternative.
If I could go straight, I still wouldn't. Actually, one way or another, I don't have a choice okay I'mma bury my head in the sand now.
Haha I wouldn't ever want to
Haha I wouldn't ever want to go straight. I'm too much of a guy in a girls body to be one. I'd be like a bromance rather than a romance.
Me neither. Even though
Me neither. Even though that'd probably make my life a lot easier. But this is me and I wouldn't have it any other way.
"When she told me she
"When she told me she couldn't go I wrapped myself in my snuggie and laid down for twenty minutes then went to Wendy's and ate my feelings. I know, I'm really healthy."
the other day i was sad and it was 1am and i made & ate a whole pizza, i'm feeling a mystic connection here