Truancy
Well, its officially over with the west coast lover. Which is fine, I honestly don't care right now, I've got bigger problems.
I have a five hundred dollar truancy ticket from school.
Yep, that's right. Five hundred fucking dollars. Consider myself ass raped by my parents. With a tomahawk. On fire. And the sad part is, I WASN'T EVEN FUCKING TRUANT. Unfortunately the school system in Shithole, TX doesn't seem to understand that 6 and a half minutes late to a class means I was taking a dump, not freaking doing crack and having sex in the bathrooms like they seem to think. Oh and another thing, some bitch showed up to my bio class 30 minutes late, and she didn't get fucking wrote up. Un-fucking-believable. F.M.L. Please. On a slutty note however, a boy I know in that same Bio class wants it. And by it I mean me, in case you didn't pick up on that. And I think I want it to. Bad. He's just what I like. Big, broad shouldered, Strong, and takes Charge. I don't want some pretty boy with flippity blonde hair and blue eyes who romanticizes sex in the parking garage bathroom into some sort of wild sex-capade , when in reality the only reason why we're even in that bathroom, is because I can't bring guys home. I want a guy who doesn't cut corners and try to make things all "romantic" and shit, someone who knows that sex isn't necessarily love, it sometimes is nothing more than an act to fill a sort of need for physical stimulation. Call me what you want, but that's sex for me at least. I've had sex in love and lust, and after you go from one abusive, loser ex-boyfriend to another, lust can be verrrrrry appealing. No strings attached, no empty promises or heartbreak, just sex. Sinful it may be, but we're all sinners. I may sound like a hooker, but I'm just as promiscuous person. And I (clearly) own it.
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500 dollars? That's just a
500 dollars? That's just a little bit fucking ridiculous. If you have a history of truancy, then they could be holding that against you. My school does stupid shit like that all the time. You may want to have your parents call the school and ask them about it.
I'd like to think that sex is something that should only be shared between two people who love each other, but that sounds so cheesy. Regardless, I hope you get laid ;P
Damn.
I always knew schools in TX (where I live as well) had shit rules, but man that is ridiculous. Get your parents to understand what happened and have them talk to the principal and all that bunk, it should work.
If you do act on the Lust, be sure to use protection.
Oh of course, safe sex is
Oh of course, safe sex is the only way for me.
Exactly! It's complete b.s.
Exactly! It's complete b.s. if you ask me. The policies in the district are insane, and the cost is set in stone. My friend had to go to court to settle hers which something I'd rather not do. As for the sex part, your view is very understandable, and I respect it. And thank you haha :)
But...
I know true love and sex aren't really related (Sex = lust, love = passion, even though the line between passion and lust is thin) but I do want some romance in my love making. ^_^
JA
I love the mental image being ass raped with a flaming tomahawk :P
And yeah, I kinda agree with the non-love sex thing. I mean, yeah, it's great when love is involved, but I really don't think it has to be all the time, if I don't sound like complete fucking asshole.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xt5ghXdq6Z0&safe_search=on
Love defies rigorous definition
I believe that for that "can't-hold-it-much-longer" orgasm to be truly ethereal, you must have respect (maybe not love?) for your partner... even if he/she exists only as an avatar represented by a loving hand :)
WOW... I Mean wow... I know
WOW... I Mean wow... I know I am going to be dislike for what I am about to say but fuck it becuase I am still in a bad mood and reading Warrens dumb shit stain of post which only proves my point about so many of the rest of my kind that brings me to near sucidal thoughts every fucking day.
No you know what... what I want to say to you Warren is so fucking hateful that I will be in so much trouble for it that I am going to stop while I am ahead, but leave you with the note that I think that anyone who screws around should be killed.... I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE WHO DO IT BECUASE YOUR PLAYING WITH SOMTHING AS BEAITFUL AS SEX AND TURNING IT INTO A STEAMING PILE OF USLESS GERM SPREADING 'NOTHING!!!!!!!!! and damn I wish I could have made that nothing bigger.
So in conculsion Warren thank you for fucking up my day..... becuase I had no damn cule what you where going to talk about form your fucking title....
ASSHOLE....
PS:I am apoligizing for my above words becuase I really don't like being mean to people, but I just had to scream out my option when I read his post... Please don't hate me everyone :( I still like Warren as a person :)
PPS: This rant is not aim at Warren as a person, but really actions that everyday that seemed to be carried out by so many homosexuals that I know... that it simply makes me sick and sad to be one... yet not only that, but sick and sad of even being human becuase of the vile thing that we have turn sex into...
For shame!
Such self contradiction and misplaced feelings shouldn't be put on Warren. He has problems too, so don't think it's all about you.
Sex with another devoid of affection (not necessarily "love")...
...is either masochism or sadism: neither to be admired!
If an orgasm is all that's important... why oblige someone else to be a victim?
Orgasms are truly great... But, until you find true affection, is it really so degrading to just be self-sufficient?
Personally I don't find
Personally I don't find orgasm to be all that great at all... Really after they are over with all you are is depressed and sad that you even wasted your time to sit there and try and get off anyway.... well that has been my experaince with them.
So I would have to agree with you in saying that sex without love is completely pointless. It is really better just to jack off in the end. I don't care what anyone says, becuase any brain dead retarted who half knows there body can replace another human in terms of fuckablity and don't tell me that shit about another being there can make a orgasm better, becuase that is complete bullshit...
You can esailly reach the same level by yourself if you know what you are doing and trust me when I say it is not that hard to figure it out. So it is really better to just not have sex at all unless there is love invovled, sinice otherwise there is just no point.
Being "depressed" and "sad"...
...after a mind-blowing orgasm is definitely not normal. You should be greatly relaxed, thankful, and ready to face the day (smiling)!
However... I was once there... in an earlier age... so, I have some idea of what you speak.
My problem was that I was sure that I had just committed a grievous sin --- one that would surely result in my early death and assignment to Hell!
My only escape (now acknowledged as my being quite naíve) was to fervently pray to God for forgiveness!
So... you'd be quite correct if you understand that I maintained a frequently used prayer channel!
I regret that imposed and very misguided religious beliefs deprived me of so much that a teen's life could have been... gay or not!
My depression over it
My depression over it doesn't stem form the fact that I believe in any religon. In fact I find religon to be a stupid and distructive thing that shouldn't really be allowed to exsist... well at least when it comes to certian very obvious cases anyway.
The reason I feel so depressed is becuase I really that I just did somthing that was a exteremly pathatic attempt to get off, becuase I am so lonely that there is nothing else I can do to pretend that someone actually cares about me in that manner, and so really jacking off in itself has just become one large act of self distructive tendancy that I can't stop. Believe me...
I have tried and contiune to do so :(
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There's nothing wrong about it. A lot of people do it, it's not a bad thing.
I know it is not a bad thing
I know it is not a bad thing silly... :P It is more that I feel bad after doing... :'(
My god...
Well dear fucking lord. Yamamoto, seriously? Are you freaking kidding me? I have been nothing but nice to you and this is what I get in return?? You know what, I'm sorry I even commented on your damn journal anyway. I am NOT to be a target for such unnecessary hate on your part. You're allowed to have your opinions, but there is absolutely no room for that here. Keep your fucking insults top yourself. You not only insulted me here, but you send me a private belittling me for putting a comment of support on your journal, and then further insult me by demanding an apology for saying something as simple as God Bless. Get over yourself, get the hell of the comment board, and direct your anger elsewhere. Stop making excuses for your behavior also, I have severe depression to, but I NEVER take it out in such a way, and wouldn't even think of doing that in a place like this. Absolutely disgraceful. And Lonewolf thank you for your comment, it's nice to see I'm not the only one upset by this.
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Warren you obviously didn't
Warren you obviously didn't read any of my PS's at the bottom of my post so obviously you missed the point that my entire message was aimed at your actions and not at you as a person... but what the fuck ever if you can't understand me. You don't know anything about me and what I go through and yet you give me shit for my option. IF YOU POST ANYTHING ON A COMMENT BOARD EXPECT TO GET FUCKING OPTIONS... and too bad if you don't like mine. In fact I am not going anywhere, becuase I don't really care for your silly option. I told you numerous times in my post that it was aimed at your actions and not at you... and again this one is aimed at the actions in your post and not at you.
Every post that came after was really none of your damn buniess and had nothing to do with you anymore. So your option on them doesn't fucking matter to me. You can hate on me all you want, all you do is prove my point about the human race.
>.>
IF YOU POST ANYTHING ON A COMMENT BOARD EXPECT TO GET FUCKING OPTIONS
i believe it's called an opinion, not option.
Sorry about that... my
Sorry about that... my spelling mistake, thing like that just happen when one types way to fast for his own mental spell check to keep up :P