I'm not sure what I wanna write here.
We had an assembly today for juniors and seniors about drunk driving and a good 75% of the auditorium was crying. I hadn't cried in a long time. If I didn't hold back I'm sure I would have been bawling. The school made things as real as possible and had some students pulled from class with a police officer reading off how hey died and what they were like. They did that yesterday, along with a fake car crash. For the assembly they showed a video of the supposed crash after it happened and then one student being taken to the hospital, tried to be revived but didn't live. After the video, some friends and two moms came up and read eulogies for some of the students. That made everyone cry as well. It was, all in all, a very emotional 40 minutes.
Still, nothing has happened with April. What shall I do? I ish sho shad D; I'm pretty certain she has no intrest in me, should I just...stop trying? I can't stop liking her though :/ a bunch of my friends who know that I like April asked me why I didn't asked her to prom instead of my other friend. -A- I would have if I knew she would say yes. But she wouldn't. So end of story.
I want somebody to love. I have so much love to give, but no one to give it to.