In which Riku does not get a break.

Riku's picture

So that pain medicine that I took that one time has stopped trying to kill me, which is good. Before I felt like my stomach was trying to eat itself if I let it empty too much, not pleasant.

But now I have a cold. It's not nearly as bad so I'm thankful but it's still yucky.

So yeah. I'm kind of annoyed but mostly tired. And I'm not sure I'll be able to go to the con this weekend. :[ I want to but I don't want to go and be miserable/make everyone else sick. This cold just hit me today though so unless I get better super-mega fast (the con starts tomorrow night) I don't think I can go. Maybe I can visit for part of the day one of the days and not stay.

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In other news, everyone keeps saying how they think that the whole uterus-acting-up business is just some weirdness because I was off of hormones for like, a month sometime back... But I don't really believe them because this isn't the first problem I've had with those parts; just the most obvious. (I was actually planning to see someone about that stuff before the bleeding but it didn't seem important and I was really anxious over seeing a gyno.) Everyone makes it out like getting the bleeding to stop is the main goal but I'm pretty sure that the bleeding is just a symptom of some other problem, and I'm not going to be satisfied until I know that it's not or what that problem is. :/

I'm on the progesterone now. It makes me kinda nervous just because I really don't like messing with my hormone levels now that they're where they're supposed to be. But whatever. Maybe my reaction to the stuff will shed some light on the situation.. Which is most of the reason that I'm taking it. I'm not bothered by the bleeding so much as I am by the fact that I don't know why it's happening... (but at least my blood test and ultrasounds came back normal so I can relax about that.)

If I had the money and the time to waste recovering I'd say "screw it, just take the parts out." because they're a pain and I'm sick of them. I didn't really want them out but, it's not like they're serving any purpose besides making a mess and being painful.

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Sorry I haven't been commenting on people's journals recently. I've been reading them but not commenting too much. I'm just lazy. XP

Anyway, have some music. I've listened to this song probably like, 20 times in the past two days. >_>

Comments

radiosilence95's picture

I don't know why, but I was

I don't know why, but I was blessed with a perfect immune system. I never get sick. Ever. I wish you a full recovery from your cold.

I can't really imagine somone messing around with my hormones. It would just be...unsettling. Uncomfortable. I hope you get that whole mess straightened out.

whateversexual_llama's picture

best of luck with all the

best of luck with all the uterus stuff... but really i'm just here because I want to say
I ADORE EVELYN EVELYN. I SAW THEM LIVE IN PHILLY AND THEY WERE SO FUCKING GOOOOOD.