I feel like, laughing, crying, and puking all at once...and I don't even remember me saying it. We were sitting in her room, talking, and she goes "Oh yeah! What was that secret you were ognna tell me" and I kinda, figited uncomfortably, and she's all "I tell you ALL of mine, you can't tell my this one thing?" so more figiting, until like 3 minutes of "TELL ME!" Goes on. I jsut blurt it out. "I'm gay." and she's like "...how do you know?" so it's all me explaining how it's the same way straight people know their straight...Just by looking at a guy and thinking "He's Hot!" so she asks me a whole bunch of questions (not awkward at ALL) and it ended up okay. :D I told her about JH and SJ. And then I made her promise not to tell anyone.
So I'm now here, eating a chesse hot dog, about to go on a bike ride. I texted SJ and said "We should hang out soon!" and he agreed, so maybe I'll ask if he wants to this weekend. :D I'm just smiling alot right now, but I feel uber nervous...I was stressing about this one moment all week. And if it was semi-awkward with Teh Sister, imagine how it would be with Mom...or even muh Father. :O. And then the whole school...*shudder* Well, bye bye for now.