So I had a very fucked up day at school. Someone threw lettuce in my French Book. The fuck? so I throw it back, only to have the Vice Principal walk in and be all "merp" about it. I said "The problem is that I have thousand island dressing all over muh vocab words" so he said "don't talk back to me" so I almost got a detention. ~_~. But then I text my sister, who was shadowing in the room a few doors down, and I said "Can we take a drive after school? We need to talk." and I was PLANNING on telling her I was gay. But she confesses that my dad, who adopted her when my mom who was with her married my dad (and then they had me, confusing, right?), molested her. ~_~ She's 18 and remembers all of it. I felt as though it was the perfect time to tell her, confessing a secret for a secret. But we got home quickly, and all I could get out is "I have a secret too...just one..." and she's all "Tell meh! TELL MEH! I JUST TOLD YOU MINE!" so yeah...I had the perfect chance to do it. And blew it. FUUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKKKK. Then I tell my mom about the lettuce thing, and she's calling my Vice Principal to talk about it. I told her, it's not that big of a deal. But she left him a message to call her back. I kinda blew what I described to her out of proportion, so I'm fucked there...blah. I'm still pissed at everything that moves right now. I have no clue what is going on right now, I'm just...fading in and out right now. It's taken me about 15 minutes to compile this journal. :P So anywho, how's it going Oasis?
EDIT- Texted my sister and asked "How bad do you wanna know the secret?" So when she gets home...i will tell her...wish me luck!