Fantasies (don't worry this is strictly PG)

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Bleh. Curse my weird hormones. I've been having, umm, fantasies about girls lately. And when I say girls, of course I'm referring to mainly Amber. The thing is, when I first realized I was in love with Amber, the furthest I imagined us going was cuddling...with clothes on, of course. And maybe a few kisses. My love for her was so pure and innocent and puppy-like. But now...my fantasies are becoming more erotic and racy. I imagine her naked and...well, I won't go into explicit detail. Surprisingly enough, these daydreams don't make me awkward around Amber, but I do find myself blushing when I'm around her, trying to suppress my nasty little thoughts. Is this some kind of sexual awakening or something? I just feel so disgusted with myself for thinking of Amber like that. The nice thing is that these fantasies aren't like "Hey, let's fuck a lot." They're more passionate and full of love, like "I love you and I want to be with you so let's express our love in a beautiful and physical way."

I'm debating on whether or not I should bring these fantasies up with my therapist tomorrow. I trust that woman with my life, and I love her to pieces. And I'm sure we would have a nice conversation about it, like we do about anything else. But I'm not sure how awkward it would be, for me at least. The thing is that I daydream about sex with Amber often. Not 24/7, but frequently. During class, on the bus, when I'm in bed, when I'm asleep. It makes me feel perverted, like I'm a sick and twisted rapist or something.

Gah. Hopefully these nasty little fantasies will decrease with time.

It's a natural part of being a teenager. I mean, my fantasies for guys did start with just kissing and hugging, but the more I thought of one person, the more...er...erotic they became. I tried writing them out, hoping that would get them out of my head, but they just find a way to creep back into my skull. =/ But yeah, it's normal. But if you start fantasizing about tying her up and raping her, then you should tell your therapist

I would never dream of...you know...raping her. If I did that, then I know I'm one sick bitch.

It's okay I have those strange fantasies sometimes and they can last for a few days, but eventually they'll die down again. They just like to pop up sometimes- it's called being a hormone filled human teenager, it's life. ;)

"First they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they attack you, then you win." -M. Gandhi

It's good to know I'm normal, because it feels so abnormal. It's just that I've never been one of those sex-crazed type of teenagers. This is completely new to me, and I'm 16 now.

I don't even want to share what I think about FCG when I'm bored in school! Hahaha!

No, don't worry! It's pretty normal.

Hahaha I bet she daydreams about you as well. *Wink wink*

Happens to me ALL THE TIME. With all manner of boys.
I imagine if I was actually dating someone, that I would then only care about them.
But I don't worry about the thoughts, as they are VERY pleasant, and it helps to think of them as pleasant rather than gross :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xt5ghXdq6Z0&safe_search=on

...that in the right circumstances, those thoughts can serve as extremely efficacious adjuncts :)

Hahaha I love how you use big fancy words :)

You know what? I've actively tried having sexual fantasies about people I'm attracted to... It just doesn't work. Like, maybe for a second I'll be like "this is interesting" but then I'll get distracted and think about other things... Like cuddling or putting my hands through his hair or building a blanket fort and reading poetry to each other... that's the stuff I fantasize about. |D;

So yeah... As fun as that is I'm a little jealous... As everyone has said having racy/erotic fantasies is normal for hormonal teenagers... So I feel pretty abnormal. I also don't really care... But I guess what I'm saying is you oughta just enjoy it, that's all.

Maybe trying too hard keeps you from actually experiencing them. I don't try hard. It just happens.

Well, after some six years of it not "just happening" the way it does with everyone else, I started to wonder if I could. Hence the trying.

Turns out I can't really. *shrugs* It's okay, the fact that I don't really fantasize about sexual stuff isn't what bothers me. I often get singled out as some kind of prude or chastity case because I don't talk about fantasies and attractions that I don't have, and that's annoying. I'm 18 and male and people think I should experience those things, and they don't always believe me when I explain that I don't. XP

Yeah, Riku, I'm like you. People don't generally bug me about it (although I'm not sure how many even know), but I just don't get sexual fantasies.

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14 April, 2011 - 2:12am — ChrisH1551