I don't think I'll ever be able to participate simply because of school. Obviously I need to answer a question orally when needed or I need to talk to someone. I can respect the people who actually manage to do so, but as for I, I am simply unable to complete this challenge. As important as it is to our community I can't do it.

Now that the excuse is out of the way I feel better. I've been feeling well lately so that in itself is good. I need to get my scores for college placement though, I keep putting that off (LOL). Aside from that one thing everything has been going well. If only things could be more normal for a little bit. I'd like to be able to sleep in my own bed during the week.

It would also be nice to have air conditioning, and the luxury of a bath tub. Although I really have no place to complain. Anyway tomorrow I'm going back for the weekend so that's going to be nice.

And back to my thoughts of which I never fully explain. So yes the thoughts and feelings have subsided just as always. So I feel complete again (if that makes sense). But I'm still looking for that someone, even though it will be a long time. However I'm constantly assured that the day isn't as far off as it may appear.

I'm off to play Banjo now!