He gives me the tummy fuzzies <3
I've always thought the term "butterflies" was highly innacurate- It's more like a big cotton ball soaked in gasoline is lit on fire in your chest. You inhale and it ignites faster, a warmth spreading through you.
I love him :)
We spent the day together and maybe, this time, we didn't do that much- But I had such a good time. I could tell he did, too. He took a three hour nap, or somewhere around that (I think longer) and it was so cute to watch him sleep and wake up occasionally. When he did, he'd hug me and kiss me and fall back asleep XD
He's a cute kid, for sure. But he really cares about me, and I think it really showed today. I'm not sure how to explain it, but I feel really good right now. My tummy is fuzzy <3
Love is great when you're with the right person :)
On a more depressing note, in Health, we were discussing things that cause low self-esteem. They all happen in childhood. Things like:
*being yelled at or screamed at
*told you'll never be good enough/ too high expectations/ always expected to be perfect
*bad experiences with physical affection/ none at all
...Things like that.
And I realized alot of them, I think, except one, totally happened to me in my childhood and still happen now.
Maybe that's why I feel like I need Boyfriend to tell me how important I am to him... Because in my life, nobody ever has. I wasn't really praised except for the things they wanted me to do, like sports. And I hated sports. To them, that was all I was worth.
But, he does make me feel a lot better about myself. I'm so happy with him <3
Anyways, I gotta sleep now :) Goodnight, guys :3