Angsty baww-riffic journal from me. Just a warning.
It's like everyone is mad at me today-
but I don't know what I did.
Wouldn't you be concerned if your friend was doing homework so often they never got out of the house or did anything fun?
Wouldn't you hate it if someone promised to be a better friend and then just treated you even worse?
and like, shit went down at Boyfriend's concert, but it wasn't my fault. I saved him a seat and stuff like he told me to, and I texted him where I was sitting like he told me to, but he sat somewhere else anyways. And then expected me to move. But by the time I got it, the last band was already playing and I could only move and sit next to him for the last song. So I just cried in my seat the whole time.
and then when it was over I scurried out so he wouldn't have to see me cry.
But now he's mad and I don't get it. I didn't do anything wrong. I knew this would happen. But his anger issues are really getting on my nerves. I can't stand it anymore :'( It's like he gets mad but then doesn't tell me WHY and I can't do anything about it and I am so stressed.
I haven't been this upset in a long time.
And it's lonely.