I don't know if I've already told you guys or not, but my school forces all the seniors to be in a play every spring. I'm definitely going to see it. FCG is not at all happy about her part in the play, though. Why does she hate it so much? Well, she has to flirt with a guy. That should explain everything.
FCG: Play practice sucks.
Me: Aww, why?
FCG: I have to hit on this guy as part of the play, and I just can't do it.
Me: Hahaha! I'm sorry!
FCG: I just CAN'T! And my teacher always tells me I need to be sexy when I say my line, but I just can't, okay? I just can't do this!
Of COURSE she can't, silly teacher lady! She's FCG! Hahaha! Wait, no, let me rephrase that. She obviously can't hit on a guy, but she can definitely be sexy. I don't think she even has to try at that, especially with her awesome legs. But seriously, she is just as likely to grow wings out of her ears and fly to Africa as she is to hit on a dude."
I can't believe she got assigned that part, though. This teacher is either terribly unobservant, or she never sees her with any girls. This is like, the opposite of FCG's very existence. Don't worry, FCG, if I had to pretend to hit on a guy, I wouldn't be able to do it very well either! Just close your eyes and pretend he's
me the hottest girl you know!
She kept saying how she only had a month of school left today, though... That was depressing, but she also said something good.
FCG: Who's gonna miss me when I leave?
((Everyone says they will))
Me: I'll miss you the most!
FCG: I'd love for any of you to come visit me at some point after I leave.
Then, she and I started talking about how we always accidentally fall out of contact with people, and I made up my mind that I am not going to lose her. But she even said she wanted to still talk to us and see us (not just IG!) after she leaves! That's like, a green light, right? That means I can absolutely get her number. I just have to find a good time to ask.
I also told FCG about what Mrs. History Teacher said to me yesterday. She was so mad. A surprising number of people were mad, actually. We were talking about it today. A few of my friends actually told their parents. One was REALLY mad, and her parents wish that this was a public school so Mrs. History Teacher would be fired, but at my school, it's next to impossible to get a teacher fired if they have taught there for more than just a few years. They would have to like, rape a student or steal money or something in order to get fired. Telling a student that she's a terrible human being because of her religion (well, more like her lack thereof) probably isn't enough, sadly. I kind of want to start secretly recording Mrs. History Teacher, but as long as they're getting paid, I don't think the administration would actually care that I am being mistreated by a 60-year-old loser who has accomplished so little in her life that she picks on 15-17 year-olds for fun.
Dude, I just had to sign a paper for school next year that states that I won't lie, bully people, do awesome illegal shit, or challenge the authority of my teachers. I've never been asked to sign a paper like that before. Uhh... I seriously have a problem being asked to sign a paper stating I won't challenge the authority of a group that includes someone who SINGLES ME OUT AND TELLS ME TO MY FACE THAT I AM A TERRIBLE, AMORAL PERSON BECAUSE OF MY (LACK OF) RELIGIOUS BELIEFS. I think she should have to sign a paper stating that she'll keep her personal beliefs to herself and won't treat her students like shit.
I'm scared to tell my mom about what Mrs. History Teacher said to me. FCG and this other girl told me to tell my mom, but I'm scared she'll side with Mrs. History Teacher. I doubt she will since she already hates Mrs. History Teacher for being a mega douchebag to everyone in the universe, but I can't shake the fear that she might.
So, yeah, that test today. There was one hot girl at my test, and I didn't see the girl I used to like. We had to all go and take it at her school. Their English teacher is super nice. I was kind of glad I didn't see that girl. I think it would hurt to see her, especially with what I'm going through now. I finished my test super early, so I had lots of time to think about it. I saw a project with her name on it. I don't miss her anymore... I just miss not knowing what a situation like this feels like.
Anyway, I also need to remind you guys about how I will NOT be on tomorrow. I am going on an overnight field trip with the rest of the school newspaper staff. I will be back Friday evening. I don't really know what to expect on the trip, to be honest... To quash my wonderings, I'm just thinking of it as "sleepover with friends yay!" but that's not entirely accurate since we actually have to do work and stuff on Friday.
Also, Firefox is being an ass and closes out every time it starts, so I'm stuck with Internet Explorer, which is SO slow and crappy on my laptop. Not happy. That's better than no internet, though. I think I'll go searching for a new browser.