Advance Notice/fair warning.

The Bookworm's picture

Prepare for near-future angst. I'm giving advance notice this time because that'll make it easier for everyone....
My gendernuetralfriend is going to the southwest for 10 weeks (I miss en like crazy when we haven't seen each other in 10 days) and we'll only be able to communicate by letter. This wouldn't be so bad except that there are no mailboxes around where I live so I'd have to ask my mother to take me to the post office which would lead to the question "Why are you writing Wren?" which wouldn't be the worst to answer but could still be unpleasant.
I found out recently that my mother still holds out hope that I'll somehow turn out straight, which is bothersome. She didn't say it in so many words, but she always says "you think you're gay" rather than "you're gay" which for her is a clear implication. This bothers me. She's always said she's fine with me being gay, but she really wasn't fine at all with me coming out...but, oh well. She's far better than some so I really have no right to complain.
I just finished my winter term finals...SPRING TERM!! YES!! I'm really excited because I have awesome people in my classes.
So yes. That's my life. You haven't seen to much of me on here lately, but I've been lurking.

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whateversexual_llama's picture

good luck. long distance

good luck. long distance sucks, but en'll be back! do you have a friend with a mailbox who en could address the letters to?

The Bookworm's picture

Nope on the mailboxes. I'll

Nope on the mailboxes. I'll figure it out, though. Either I'll make something up or I'll force my mom to deal with the fact that although she didn't date until college (and didn't swear until she married my dad) it's not unhealthy for me to date at age 15.

whateversexual_llama's picture

best of luck ^^ if not, you

best of luck ^^ if not, you two can just build a complex network of smoke signals.