I definitely feel like writing a song about Peter Piper the pepper picker.
Also I decided that guy-I-like needs to stop being so gentle with me about the whole thing where I like him lots because I'm never going to get over him this way and plus it's really adorable when he talks about guys so I kinda miss that and I just want him to just be open with me about things goddamnit. That was a run-on sentence. I mean. Damn. That was pretty bad even for me.
But I'm gonna leave it like that because it's more expressive that way or something.
Seriously though. He's been avoiding certain subjects in order to spare my feelings but I don't want him to spare my feelings. I want us to be able to just talk openly. I mean, I don't care a whole ton about romance, it'd be nice, sure, but a lot of the platonic stuff is way more important to me. I want us to be able to talk about whatever we feel like talking about. I don't want any of this flubby unrequited feelings stuff to get in the way of that.
For me, friendships are the most important kinds of relationships. Maybe that's why I've never managed a real romantic relationship, because my priorities are like that. I only ever fall for friends, and since friendships are the best the romance stuff just... Doesn't happen.
I guess I'm a bit atypical but whatever.
Okay, my friend just got here and I have to go. Later guys.