I'm the only one in my group of close friends that isn't dating someone now.
But to be fair, the only person I'd like to be dating is in the aforementioned group of non-single friends.
It's so weird because, the stuff he tells me, I'm convinced that we practically feel the same way about each other except he doesn't have romantic feelings for me... Like, it seems like the security and comfort stuff is mutual... I don't really know what to think of that. Like, the mutuality is really freaking awesome... But I still want that dumbass romance shit.
Sometimes I wanna just have a fling with someone random. Like, I'm already emotionally invested in someone, I don't need or want that with someone else... I just want a stupid fling with flirting and physicality. I want to get the gushiness out.
But using people is bad.
Yup. Little rant for today. Done now. I'm gonna go get stuff done because there is stuff that needs doing.
Sorry for journaling all of the time but never commenting. I do read other journals, I just don't usually comment. >_>