it took a bat flapping around in my attic to help me see. the reason? well while the bat was flapping around and using it's echolocation i got to thinking (i tend to do that a lot anyway [i also tend to overanalyze a lot]). getting back to the point, i started to rationalize and assure myself that i am an okay person and acceptable enough. i've gotten through the depression episode, so yeah. sorry about the mellodrama. all that aside except for the bat which i will speak of next.

the noises my mom heard about two days ago have been confirmed (by me) that we have a bat in the attic. the little bugger kept me up for a good couple of hours by flapping around and using it's echolocation, got annoying. so i guess our little guest or "house bat" is going to stay for awhile (cold weather, i'll elaborate later). i was told by a teacher to think of it as "a mouse with wings", that helped a little bit. then i remembered how harmless a bat can be, especially seperated by a ceiling and walls.

now onto the weather, turns out we have a very good chance of getting snow! it hasn't been so cold as for this to happen in many years, and it could very well be my first snow day tommorow, if everything goes right of course. also i finally took a bath, since the hot water sort of started working. why did the bathroom have to be so small but so cold? my room has four windows, bathroom has two very small windows, there is way more space in my room, bathroom is half the size of my room. how is this happening?

ohh! just checked the weather channel, i think snowday is a possibility! THANK YOU LORD!