Midterms were supposed to start tuesday.. they got pushed back two days because of snow days. I had the perfect midterm schedule - I was done on Thursday, I had an art show for my art school, I could just relax and have massive amounts of fun at that knowing I was done with any work for the next four days (midterms continued the day after thursday for other people, not me because of art school.. no period seven. Win. Also, we were gonna have the monday off).

Now? Midterms start Thursday. I have my hardest midterm the day after the art show, when I won't get home until.. I dunno, nineish? Mmmm, awesome.

I'm going skiing over the weekend (something my dad had failed to mention until like two days ago, so thanks for that, dad), and then on Monday I have my second hardest midterm. I -might- have Tuesday off. Don't really see why it matters at this point. It'll still be the most stressful weekend I've had in a long time.. it could've been the most awesome weekend I'd had in a long time. Yayyyyy, snow. xP

Also, I have an endo appointment for February 24th. At first, this seems awesome - I've been working towards this since freaking august.. well, no, my mum's been working towards it since August. I have since like.. october 2009.

Problem is, after my previous endo appointment was such a bust, and after so much disappointment, with so many doctors.. I'm completely unwilling to believe that anything good could come of this. If I believe that, then nothing will, and I'll just feel like shit again. Cuz that's how this always goes down for me. Other people? It takes like two weeks to get T from their first appointment. Me? Like three years. Cuz life just loves me.

I should add this to the conversation: when my mum called, the receptionist said that they "wanted to make an appointment with me as soon as possible." What the hell does that mean?

I wish it was sooner though.. then I wouldn't have as long to fantasize about amazing things happening and then if they didn't happen I wouldn't be so disappointed, you know?

Haha, I've become such a cynic. I promise I'm usually a happy person, just midterms and doctors aren't the happiest subjects for me. xP

I want more records... I have a turntable now, did I tell you all that? Yeah, he's my baby. His name's Davison. I have 13 records.. still not enough for me. xD