My hormones are sitting behind a counter some mile and a half from my house. :/ I actually saw the box and the needles, but they couldn't give them to me. Gah. I need this stuff. :I

They have the stuff in, but they couldn't give it to me because my doctor apparently had some paperwork to fill out or my insurance was being weird or something. My doctor was supposed to call me back but she didn't, so I'll call her office tomorrow and see if it's all taken care of, and then hopefully pick up the prescription.

It turns out that I decide how often to eat and how much based on habit and not actually on how hungry I am. The sudden lack of testosterone has caused my appetite to drop dramatically, but I still go to get food just as often, and make portions that end up way too big. I'm gonna get fat if this hormone business doesn't get fixed soon. :P

My dad was really upset today for some reason. He started yelling about the hormone business and how they should've called like they said they would and yaddah yaddah and I mean, it's kind of annoying but nothing worth freaking out over. (Besides, this kind of thing always happens. It's never simple for me to get my hormones. Haha. It's partially because it's difficult to find the stuff not in cottonseed oil, and guess what I'm allergic to? Fun right?)

But yeah, I think he's just stressed out by a million other things so it was just a bad time. Whatever. It's not like I have room to talk, I've been freaking out all over the place recently. |D;

Yeah, I've been spamming you guys with journals recently. Sorry.

Today was kinda boring really. Ran errands. Got held up in my school's security office for 15 minutes so I could talk to the librarian for 15 seconds, then forgot to sign out on my way out because I usually stay until after 2:00 when I visit and don't have to.

I really hate this letter of recommendation business honestly. I don't like... relying on other people for parts of my application. I just don't. I only need one more though. Haha. The hard part is finding someone who'll do it on time. *crosses fingers* I shoulda been on this a while ago but, ugh. Stuff. I hate asking people for things like this. |D;;

Okay, so the other day I was at the hospital to get my blood drawn, and I was in a terrible mood that day, but then the woman at the reception desk at the lab was sososo super-nice and happy, she was like humming to herself and stuff. It kinda made my day. That was really random but I felt like mentioning it.

While I'm randomly bringing things up, I've been calling people a lot recently? Am I over my phone anxiety? Not even close. But I'm kinda proud that I haven't been letting it get in the way quite as much.

Yeah, I'm tired. I'm gonna go sleep now or something.