So I'm practicing singing.
So... I hate guys who can sing super-high and it sounds all beautiful and amazing. *cough*MattBellamy*cough*. And when I say "I hate" I mean "I loathe with the passion of a thousand suns" and when I say that I mean "I am intensely jealous of."
But yeah, I'm too shy to practice with range-extending stuff while there are people home. But they went out to see a movie so I can practice all I want! Ha!
And then I'll be able to sing super pretty and serenade people.
Only not really because I've got a LOONNGGG way to go. Ahaha. It's not as bad as it was but guh. I want to sing high notes! have you ever listened to Muse? His voice does things that voices DEFINITELY SHOULDN'T DO. It's the best thing ever and I hate him for it. :P
Also, today was terrible but I'm sick of talking/hearing about it so instead I talk about my singing which is a different kind of terrible. =D
Oh, also. Should I tell the guy I like really a lot how I feel? Even if it's the stupidest idea I've had all year? Should I should I should I? Y/N?
I don't even know what I would say. Maybe it'd go like:
"HELLO MR.OBJECTOFMYAFFECTIONS. I like you a lot platonically which you know, but what you don't know (ormaybeyodo?) is, is that I like you romantically as well. So can we build a pillow fort and cuddle now please? Kthnx."
Only there's this whole distance thing that complicates that fort-building business a tad. WHY DO ALL OF MY FRIENDS LIVE SO FAR AWAY?
Cuddling in a pillow fort would be awesome though... Especially if there was children's poetry and hot chocolate involved. You all wish I was your boyfriend right now. :P (Except not really at all haha.)
I should maybe try doing that sleeping thing now. >_> It's clear that I am tired after a long day of crazy stupid people doing crazy stupid things. So now I'm typing about other kinds of crazy stupid things because I need to wash out all of that crazy stupidness.
...Why do you guys put up with me?