Sooo if any of you have been following my journal, btw sorry for not writing forever, life has been just so busy these past weeks. Anyways so like I said if you have been following my journal you might have heard about this guy who likes me and who I've been confused about my feelings with. Well today I just decided to go on a date with him. I was extremely nervous and dressed in a casual stylish outfit, a white William Rast Vneck, jeans, and a thick grey cardigan with a matching beanie. Anyways we went to the 3-dollar movies first and saw Due Date which was pretty funny.

It had been awhile since I had seen him almost 2 years and so I was reminded again of his appearance. He's okay looking, but he has a cute personality, and he was also very outspoken and loud at first, but he toned down later in the date. He's very nice and funny and so am I so we had a good time. After the movie we got coffee at the mall and then walked around for the rest of the date talking about stuff, and our lives. I helped pick out stuff for him at stores- he needed a new belt and underwear lmfao he's a bit of a horndog- anyways whilst at the mall there was this group of freshmen or middle schoolers who stared at us and laughed, I almost punched those byatches in the face but I calmed down. I wanted to cut them haha, I mean we were just walking around not even holding hands and we still got some stares. But anyways the date went good, it got less awkward and we talked about friends, school, college, the future, music, the movie we had seen, clothes, him being out and me being in the closet, etc...

Anyways all in all it went good, not fantastic but we both had a good time. After we hugged and parted our ways, I kinda wanted to kiss him, and later he revealed to me he felt tempted to as well haha. Anyways I'm tempted once I get more money to go out to lunch with him during lunch sometime during the day. We both go off-campus to go to lunch. Well more so him. Anyways hope you guys aren't overly bored by my story.

But the main reason I'm posting this is I kinda told me best-best friend about how I went on a date and I didn't tell her it was a dude, but I'm very tempted to come out to her tomorrow. So should I wait to do it? I know she'd accept me she loves gays and loves me, but yet we dated a long time ago so I don't know if she'd be weirded out even though that was forever ago, and she has a boyfriend now that she's deeply in love with. But what are your guys' thoughts and ideas?