My God, Stress is probably one of the worst feelings created within the human psyche. But what leads to my stress is money, sure I live in an Upper-Middle Class Family but there's also four children within the house and both my parents work full time and have to pay for my things (Car/Insurance, School Fees, etc...) and being the oldest and most mature child I wish I could do much more. I've been offered a position as a Lifeguard and all I have to do is pay $200 for lifeguard classes. So I figure I could eventually pay back my parents but I just wish alot more stuff was free in this world.
It also doesn't help that I'm taking College Courses in High School and so I have to drive to the community college and pay for books and class fees. Which would be alright if money wasn't tight in our household. I have to worry about Gas, Buying my one book for college which costs 90 dollars, and taking lifeguard courses. I guess the true meaning of this post is not to barrage the reader with my problems but also express how bad I feel for putting my parents through this hell. It just makes them stressed having to pay so much, and makes me feel like a spoiled brat.
I love my parents and I just hope they don't get so angry having to pay for so much. What do you guys think? Am I sane for getting stressed about these things?