I've been feeling very Lady Gaga lately. "Bad Romance" was stuck in my head for a while today.

I hate it when my mom says I'm "not missing too much" by not having a social life. I know she's just trying to make me feel better, but it doesn't work because I am ridiculously lonely. That's the only thing I don't like about having breaks from school. I never get to do anything except sit at home. I haven't been out with friends since my birthday. At least my cousin will be here soon.

I actually exercised today for a few minutes, which made me feel slightly better. I also wore my lucky shirt because I had to take my car to get its radio all fixed up. Whoever had my car before I got it took out the official Volkswagen radio and put in some piece of shit that messes up every time I go over a bump. My dad got me a better one as an early Christmas gift. His girlfriend rode with me to take it to the radio place. Usually my dad rides with me when I go places, and whenever I panic I freak out on him, but I can't do that to his girlfriend, so I wore my lucky shirt. :P Things went pretty well. I only almost had a problem when some douchenugget stopped in the middle of the street and opened both of his doors. How dumb is that!? I really hate people sometimes, and right now is one of those times. It would make me so happy if I could round up everyone who pisses me off and collectively bitchslap some sense into all of 'em.

I made a high B on the hardest test ever. I am so fucking proud right now. I can't even... I just wow. I spazzed when I checked my grades. I was seriously convinced I was going to fail it badly.

Ugh, I miss the freakazoid. Everything is so boring without her! I think she's going on a trip next week to see her friend who didn't, ah, get a very great first impression of me... During the old times when FCG and I hated each other, we got into this argument on facebook, and she lost. FCG cannot stand to lose an argument, so she got this chick who lives hundreds of miles away to tell me to get a life. (Because I'd really be affected by someone I've never met telling me to get a life, right?) I always feel bad when I think about the argument 'cause I was really mean to her, but we apologized to each other like, 6 months after the fact. FCG finally admitted defeat. Hahaha. I don't know if she changed this year or if I did, but she was so annoying last year, and now she's not.

But seriously, I am like, non-functional without her. NOTHING IS ENTERTAINING! I want my freakazoid. :( If I can't handle 2 weeks without her, then I'm screwed (and not in the good way!) when she goes to college.

Wow, it's 3 in the morning, and I'm sitting here typing about how much I miss a freakazoid. I really don't have a life, do I?