Fuck you mother!

RainbowStorm's picture

Fuck you. You messed up and who pay the goddamned price? Your daughter. You're not man enough to say it was all your fault. You can't admit to yourself that it would have been better to just kill us all. Not that you didn't. Every day I die a little bit more, because of you. You wrecked my life. I was in a bubble, a perfect bubble, not only did you pop the bubble, you stabbed me in the process.
My tears are not of sadness, but of anger. You see the salty stains on my jeans, perhaps I have a bit of that "teen angst" your friend talks about. Well, fuck that. My tears are the sweat of my road towards vengance. Someday you will feel what I feel, watch your mother fail and refuse to admit that she's inadequate. That's what you are, a failure. I can take care of me better than you can. I am more qualified than you are, I take care of my family when you can't or won't. I don't care which. All I care about is the pain you cause everyone around you. You don't see the pain. Fuck you, mother

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centerfielder08's picture

Are you okay? What's going

Are you okay?
What's going on??

funnyflyby's picture

Yeah...

You alright? It's good to vent, though, right?
You alright?
Wow.woW

RainbowStorm's picture

I vent through writing. :-)

I vent through writing. :-) I'm better. Thanks for asking, though. I have some really, really great friends. Best there is :-)
~ "Be yourself, everyone else is already taken."
You'll never know I love you, but I hope you feel it all the same.

centerfielder08's picture

Its bothersome...I have no

Its bothersome...I have no friends. Supportive/unsupportive, whatever, I have none.

funnyflyby's picture

>:(

Eli! I thought I was your friend... *crying* :(
My only really good and supportive friend is Jayjay. Though I haven't seen gaj lately...
Wow.woW

centerfielder08's picture

You are my friend,

You are my friend, funnyflyby :).
Okay, maybe I have one or two others, but its not like I get together with friends or anything, because I always find that I feel more for the other person than they feel for me. I think we're great friends and then the person doesn't text, call, email back or whatever.

funnyflyby's picture

...Phew.

I was afraid I'd offended you somehow...
I know what you mean about-oh, no. My room suddenly smells like burning plastic very strongly. Backinasecond!
Wow.woW

funnyflyby's picture

Okay, here now.

Though-this isn't good. Every plug outlet in the room smells like somebody left a Barbie on a radiator. I unplugged everything, but the smell's getting stronger... I can't see anything in particular causig it... worrying.
Anyway, I know what ya mean about friends. It's sad :( I'm glad RainbowStorm has good friends...
The room is becoming abnormally warm. I'm beginning to panic...
Wow.woW