i remembered that a few months ago one of my favorite musicians put up on his journal that there was a room for rent in his place... in Maine. OMG! i would've totally moved there if it weren't for everything of course. but i have more things to do like; growing up some more, college, job based here after college (connections yay! [possibly sarcastic]). but i wish i could've at least met him. he is just my prince charming (if i'm using that correctly). alas i have more endeavors to fulfill, as stated before. it's almost sadening to me that i have to chase after a job i've fallen almost out of love with, just for money and material gain, but that is life. as much is would i'd like to chase after dreams i must keep up with reality.