I wonder what would've happened if I was still dating Heitman..... (the one that wasn't gay.)
and I just found out he wasn't gay by outright asking him like last year.
It would've been about 4 years then.....

How crushed would I have been?

Considering that 2.5 years fucked me up a bit.....

*is curious*

For some reason though.....

I really liked crying for 2 weeks straight........................