I felt kind of sick today. I don't want to whine and complain too much, but that's kind of the point of a journal entry right? The meds are starting to kick in... I felt like throwing up on the bus to the gym. Then at the gym it got worse too, I had to leave early and I felt particularly sick when I started doing weights. We'll see if it gets better or worse during the week. Then I hung out with two of my friends who knows what's happening - but not once did they bring it up... I don't want to be treated like I'm sick. Which is amazing. I love them.

The good thing is my life is actually in a lot more order. I actually ate a solid breakfast this morning - the fact I woke up early enough for breakfast is already quite astonishing. Then when I waited for my bus to get home from town tonight (11pm - after my date) I bumped into a girl I knew that was going to a party... and I resisted going with her. Wow, this totally isn't me right? I'm thinking what I should do on Wednesday. There's a party I'm going to - I won't drink, but I'm wondering whether I should stay out late. I'll think about it. If I stay out I probably won't stay after 2 or 3am, and I'll take the meds with me. Or is that a bad idea? I don't know. Also, my Wellington friends over the weekend will find it really weird why I won't be drinking or staying out late when I head down... oh well haha.

Anyways, had my date tonight. Let's call him T. T is really into me I can tell. He talks quite a lot which is nice. Oh yeah, and he asked me out - which was a little unexpected. I told him he doesn't know me yet - not really a yes or a no. Might see him again on Wednesady.

And you know what's weird? Remember K who I got with a few weeks back? T's best friend is into him. It's awkward cause K texted me wanting to 'hang out' again this week (which I didn't actually object to... at the time). Everybody just seems to know everyone. Maybe we should just all have a massive fucking orgy. JOKES. But seriously...