I'm freaking out... It's been almost a year now since my friend's brother died... and, who is one of the few people that she trusts with EVERYTHING??? If you said me, your right. T.T December 3rd is going to be major HELL!!! >.> [sighs] Well at least I won't be in a mental hospital like I was last year... (THAT was not fun...) (like really, that phone call fucked me up for a few hours...) (sorry that I wasn't there... 'cause I would've been with you in a heartbeat)

I really hope that I don't get thrown into one of my creepy "phantom depression" episodes again... (I kind of lose track of where I am emotionally and usually I'll go straight to the bottom... T.T) (also known as how I got in that mental hospital December of last year...)

also... I miss my razor... not only did I use it to shave, I used it for 'other' things... and anyway I feel a LOT safer shaving with a manual razor anyway... idk why.. XD

[sighs] the next 60 days better not suck...

but with my luck???

they will.

I need a hero.....

(yep, copy-pasted from another forum... just edited slightly... I have to have SOME secrets... XD)