so i remebered this thing in the morning. there is this "club/organization" that i heard was religion related. i went in the morning (yes, before school started) and stepped in during the middle of the meeting, felt like such a dork, and took a seat. at first i felt so unwanted and unwelcome as if "...I was a stranger in a strange land." (Moses 2:22). but soon after the meeting kept going and i was part of a group prayer (i prayed with them)! it was so nice that in the time i was there i felt accepted for my religion. i felt as if we were all united when we did that group prayer. i still feel like i should've remembered sooner so i could have gone to the meeting earlier. i felt so at peace for the time being. wheni left for class i felt as if i were going back to the world that seemed to resent me, but it was ok since i was filled with a new appreciation for church-like activities. i only wish i could have not made such a hasteful entrance (being dressed in black didn't help) but they didn't see me as an intruder, they saw me as an humble inquirer. ahh the spiritual connection grows more and more each day. :)