i dreamt of Oscar. i had the most passionate and beautiful dream of him. oh now he haunts my dreams with a presence as subtle as a breeze. i don't remember all of the dream but i do remember when we were eye to eye and we embraced and kissed, then we engaged in something i never thought of doing. :) it was absolute ecstasy. i wanted to cry when i awoke for fear of losing the images, for fear the dismay that the day would reap my precious memories. i've only dreamt of my first kiss twice now, this second time around it was Oscar.