(normally i don't write this way but i will today) god damn it i hate this stupid senior research project. it's total bullshit and isn't teaching me anything, except that life is full of pointless tasks and the ever running clock. my mom is mad at me for bitching about the work i have to do on this piece of shit so called research project. i also have music theory homework which is even more retarded but at least, oh wait no i can't fuck up on that either. times like these when i wish i was the straight A student and wasn't so wrapped up in my interests and focused more on menial boring soul sucking tasks that determine how useful i am as a human being. fuck it all. (i feel kind of better now that i've vented).