Okay so.

I went to this art program over the summer right? There was this kid there who was allegedly cheating on his girlfriend back home with one of the girls there. It wasn't really my business but one of my friends kept ragging on about it. So I know about it.

Apparently, him, and his girlfriend, are going to this thing that I'm going to. Basically, due to the nature of the event, I'm bound to meet them there, at least briefly. Plus he'll probably recognize me and be like "Yo." Or I'll be obligated to be like "Yo." because of the whole eye-contact-with-someone-you-recognize business.

So yeah. I don't know if this is the same girl that he was cheating on or if it wasn't actually cheating and they're in an open relationship or if she found out or what. So I'm going to (obviously) keep my mouth shut. But man. There's so much opportunity for awkward right there. SO MUCH.

Also, I started to write about a dream I had here. But it was getting really really weird so I deleted it. Let's just say it involved pregnancy and being chased by goat-dog-people.

I was turned down for Big Brothers Big Sisters. I'm not even sure how that happens. It was actually pretty upsetting. I can't even get a volunteer job. :/ I don't know why they waited this long to tell me. I applied forever ago. I did the interview and everything then. I even went to the first info meeting a few weeks ago. And then they reject me NOW? I can't even think of why they would. Unless they're really snippy about something they've got no reason to be snippy about.

Or maybe it's something stupid and maybe I'm overreacting but I guess it's like... Not being able to get a job (in this stinking economy) is one thing. But not being rejected for volunteer work makes me think there's something wrong with me and I'm the only one who doesn't know.

But anyway, I'm going to call them later after I like, eat and take a shower and feel less like shit. And I'll ask them so I can hopefully get the real reason. Because if I'm going to be rejected for something I'd like a reason for once. Like, the last two jobs I applied for rejected me before the applications even reached people. :/ I got rejected by computers. They didn't even tell me why. It's frustrating.

Also tomorrow is 24 hour comic day. I was going to go somewhere and DO THIS. But I don't know if anyone nearby is hosting. :[ I might just have to sit around here and DO THIS instead. Which is less fun. And less motivating. And I'm a lot more likely to fall asleep before I finish.

...Why do you read all of this? Silly people.