have you ever been so stressed out that it starts to take a tole on your body? thats what im feeling right now. i cant go into that much detail right now because i dont know if there are people here who are involved but i hopefully will be able to talk about it soon. its nothing too bad but something that is a BIG part of my life right now is about to end in someway. and also i have friend trouble. theres this one girl, we'll call her Alice. she isnt the best friend ever, frankly not even close. she gets mad when i hang out with other people and if she cant hang out with someone, no one can. she is also pretty manipulative and one of my best friends and i are pretty much done with her mood swings and actions. the stress of her and trying to avoid her attitude along with barn stress is just not working out well for me. i just need a day not to think about anything and just have fun for once. im starting to forget what that feels like.
and this is just the tip of the iceberg. my parents are constantly fighting and "divorce" has been circulating throughout my house the last couple of weeks. i ride my horse all weekend so i have to time to hang out with my real friends outside of school. theres just a lot of shit on my plate, tis all.
thanks for listening to my vent guys. sorry if it bored you. i just needed to somehow get it off my chest. <3s