Couldn't think of a title so I thought I'd put in the title of what I should be writing about. DAMN THE TRIALS. Ugh, SOCIAL JUSTICE CENTER ASSIGNMENTS ARE SO FRUSTRATING.
Anyway, I need to write something else now because if I hear Abigail Williams one more time...JKNHUSHGRTHARGH
You know I've been thinking of what has happened to me since I made this account here. I came out to my mom, my gay friends and have become more comfortable with myself, more confident and open to stuff. It feels like it's been forever since I joined Oasis but it really hasn't been all that long. I don't know how time passed so fast and slow at the same time. Sometimes it worries me that I've had to deal with so little in my uber-liberal town. With all the hate that is obviously out there I'll have to face it eventually like some people have to deal with everyday. I mean, it's not that I'm scared of dealing with homophobes or bigots it's just that I have it so easy and I feel like I'm taking it for granted. I really don't know why i just started thinking that, I mean the biggest fear I deal with is that I'll be alone for the next four years. In my school if you're a bigot of any kind your the one who's screwed. Or at least to an extent, you're not taken all that seriously if you can't at least keep it to yourself. But at the same time theres only so distant you can be from the injustice, it's not like I could get married to the person I would love. Or join the army. Or walk down the street holding hands with my girlfriend without being stared at. Maybe I feel like it's not that bad because that's the way it's always been? I DON'T KNOW. I'VE HAD ONE TO MANY DR PEPPERS TODAY. I'm going to stop before I say anything stupid(er).