I think I'm going insane.
I can't think straight, I can't focus.
I feel like I'm watching myself in a mirror,
But my mirror self can move and I can't.

I need air, breathing space, even when I'm outside.
I'm suffocating, in my own life,
I feel like I'm falling, I reach out, but my hands pass through
the handholds that are placed convieniently next to me.

What is wrong with me?

I can't do anything. I feel that my existence is unstable
I can feel myself on the edge of nonexistence.
I realize that my stay is limited, but how limited?

I think I'm going insane.
I see things, sometimes,
like flashes of my past.

They appear on my walls, and I zone out
What is happening to me?
PLease, someone, anyone
Save me from my own private hell.

I am drowning in it.