Seeing C last night was great. She was very understanding and has a very reasonable grasp on our past. We even sat and talked for a couple hours. She explained that a lot of the reason her contact with me is so minimal is because her girlfriend is touchy on the subject of her and I. I guess C being hung up on our relationship interfered with the beginning of theirs.

My mom is upset that C won't maintain regular contact with us, but I'm not upset. I understand it. She's moved on, she has a good thing with her gf and I owe it to her to not interfere with that. She was apologetic in not having more to do with me and she was glad to have seen me.

It was great to see her and where she is now. It allowed me to create distance between who she is now and who she was then.

I feel better about the whole thing. I'm glad I saw her.

In other news, I just get more sick everyday. It's just a cold but it's laying me out on my ass.

I'm sure glad I had this journal three years ago. Glad I still have it now.