I've been drowning in homework. I think I've probably gotten like 12 hours of sleep the whole week. WTH Junior year?! I was so tired yesterday I thought I was going to die, I couldn't even read the words on the page in class because they kept swimming around.
Tonight, I'm seeing Evy though! I'm so excited; I haven't seen her in two weeks. Which, is an interesting story.
Two weeks ago, there was a football game at my school, with a dance afterward so I invited her to come. I had to sign her up with the office since she doesn't go to my school. I don't even like football or dancing really, but it was an excuse to see her, which was great. But my mum didn't know I had asked her to come and wound up seeing me there with her at the game, and freaked out, saying that I had lied to her about who I was going to be hanging around with. (She doesn't really like Evy at all, because she thinks she's an airhead, and weird.)
We went to the dance though, and had a good time and my friends got along well enough with her. ....But then I had to go home, which resulted in me getting grounded, having my phone taken away, and trying to explain to my mum why I hadn't told her Evy was coming. (I mean what was I supposed to say, 'Hey, by the way Mum, I'm dating her'?)
I got really emotional and went up to my bedroom and stuffed my head under my pillow, sobbing and just thinking I'm never going to be able to tell them, my mum hates her, and I'll not be allowed to see her in a really long time, so what's the point even?
I NEVER cry so this was a really weird thing for me. And then my mum comes into the room and asks "Are you crying?"
Me: "No" *from underneath my pillow*
What I actually meant was, "No, I'm making a scale model of the Eiffel Tower, what does it look like?"
Her: "Okay... Well you should go to bed now." *leaves room*
How can she be so oblivious?
I then talked to my dad on the phone (he was in NJ, visiting his parents, because his mum was dying) and he gave me some schpiel about not lying to them, but he caught that I was really emotional, and I think he gets it kind of. He's alright with Evy, and I think maybe gets that there's something more than friendship there. My dad is pretty cool.
So I'm seeing her again tonight, and going to a dance at her school with her, and then she's sleeping over at my house! I'm so incredibly excited.